Is it the right time

Shes nearly three by the end of next month but she yet to be potty trained. We've been thinking about it for quite some time already. Even her paediatrician already suggested to us when she got her jab early this year. But we are just not ready. With the work shifts, non conducive surrounding, how will I train her effectively. I know practice makes perfect but if theres no continuity, lets just forget it. Well maybe even she is still not ready yet, at that point of time I mean. Well that would just be my guess. Ha ha.
So, since I'm on my maternity leaves and I'm out of my confinement period, we thought maybe this is the right time for the training. My mother also already started nagging her to be diaper free since she is smart enough err by that she would mean very talkative enough to tell " mom I wanna pee.."
First, we bought the most important tool for potty training, A Potty.

The next step is of course her undies.



She's really excited about that due to few reasons that I don't think I need to state here. Bahah!.!. Don't you know how adorable kiddy undies nowadays! I would wanna grab them too.. err of I'm not yet married, of course!
Since she is so into becoming a princess.. blame the ads of Sofia the First from Disney junior channel; mom started to tell her that she needs to be diaper free, to be a princess. And with due respect, she needs to wear her cutie undies.
Truthfully, I'm quite worried of the outcomes of the training. It will be her first time to be out of her diapers, the first time in her 3 years of life. Can you even imagine that. Accidents may occur at any time, any where. And this accidents involve err pee.. yeah urine to be exact! Stinks! Gahh.
We've been slow talk to her all the time that she needs to be diaper free and that she needs to go to the toilet just like how adults did. And she seems to understand it really well. Still, I'm worried! She's just three after all.
Day 1
Total failure. She only tells me that she peed after she finished her business. And yup it's everywhere, on my mom's carpet like twice, under the stairs and even in her own house.
So hello mop. We've been like the best of friends today huh. I've been mopping the house since morning.
Lesson of the day: I need to get her the training pants.



I can't just spending my whole day tomorrow mopping the floor, can't I..
Training pants please come to me ASAP!
- FrOm My iPhOnE fOuR -

The Fifth

It's been 5 years..
It's been that long since we into this road together.
5 years full of spices.
Full of love and laughter.
Full of bitter and sweatiness

People say if you passed the first 5 years, you have already passed the first test.

It is the test of a lifetime.

Just like a chain of metamorphosis.
From the single you, you become two then three and then comes the number four. Oh boy, It is sure not easy!

Well I would say the first year is the toughest when you try to blend yourself and the other self together. Clash of conflicts, different thoughts bla bla bla but love brings us back together.

The second year is the honeymoon period when you and I becomes one. Err well i might say the blender works! Ha ha!!

Then comes the third year. alhamdulillah our life is blessed with the born of our adorable princess.

Journey continues with the fourth year.
And then the fifth. Our family expands more. Alhamdulillah. It's not part of the plan, but God knows better. Didn't they say err the more the merrier!

It's not just about love, but this journey trip also needs the package of commitments and responsibilities.

The 5ive is just a figure. Marriage either is out of love or the arranged one needs not only love but the work of a couple; me and you. He and she. Him or her.

I'm hoping our love will grow stronger and fonder with time, insyallah. Till death do us apart.

Five years and counting..

I loved you, loving you and will always love you.

- FrOm My iPhOnE fOuR -

Plans & Destiny

Sometimes Allah breaks our spirit to save our soul
Sometimes Allah breaks our heart to make us whole
Sometimes Allah allows pain so we can be strong
Sometimes Allah sends us failure so we can be humble
Sometimes Allah allows illness so we can take better care of ourselves
Sometimes Allah takes everything away from us so we can learn the value of everything He gave us

Make plans but understand that we live by Allah's grace..

Allah please give me sabr to endure all this..


- FrOm My iPhOnE fOuR -

Fate II

She, who grew up in IJN for 5 months

Another Member of a Family

Alhamdulillah, syukran..




My little hero has safely arrived at 2225h on 5/7/2013 in Hosp Sg Buloh with birth weight of 2.6kg.



- FrOm My iPhOnE fOuR -

Life goes on..

Holaa..

Its been a while since I last posted here.
Still pretty much alive and breathing though :)

Time flies so fast.. 2011.. 2012.. And now 2013!!
There's a lot of catch ups to do ya'all..

Many things to tell, many things to share yet little time is there..
There's too much of happiness and sorrow too
The years spent has been full of ups and downs

Well, life goes on..

1. Of Missy Huda
She is a lot grown up right now; smarter talkative little girl
Not my pretty little baby anymore
She's almost 3 this September 30th
And yup.. also is a sister-to-be already..

2. Of Work
I started my internship April 2011 in Hospital Selayang
Hence my absentism from here.. (heh memang alasan!)
I started out with so much tough. The first is always the toughest right?
My first rotation was in Paediatric, then comes my surgical, O&G, medical, orthopedic and lastly anesthesia.
I am finishing real soon but not soon enough. Baby comes first!

3. Off shore
The list will goes on and on. So, just lets off shore will yah!

Smile :)

Is it heaven or is it hell

it should be a heaven but i feel like hell


- FrOm My iPhOnE fOuR -

I am six. What about you?

Happy 6 monthiversary dear baby. Mummy and daddy love you sooo much. Semoga anakanda membesar menjadi seorang khalifah Allah yang berjaya dalam hidupnya di dunia dan lebih lebih lagi di akhirat kelak. Semoga Allah sentiasa memberkati seluruh kehidupanmu. Insh'Allah. Amin.
FrOm My iPhOnE fOuR -

Roman-tique

Candle light dinner, surprise gifts, a bouquet of roses, lovey dovey cards. You name it. Man, they make your heart melts. Completely melt. Isn't it? 

Well, would you say no to a candle light dinner treated by Mr Husband? Can you resists when you saw a surprise gifts waiting for you on your dressing table? Or a bouquet of good-smell-red roses with a lovey dovey card? Boy, they are romantic. Very the romantic. HAHA!

Sure they do. They always happen err not to me, but only in movies. Well most of them i should say. Maybe you lucky people get them often, who knows. Err mine not that kind of romantic though. His roman-tiqueness is different, not the above kind.

Me? I'm not that roman-tique kind of woman (auww) too. HAHA! But I do like that idea of roman-tiqueness, though. They make my heart beating fast and my jaw drop and maybe drooling too.

Yes, we are not a roman-tique couple. We have our own styles. We have our own definition of roman-tique. Different people have different definition of roman-tique, right? Lets define ours!

Romantis pada pandangan saya adalah bila.... (isi tempat kosong)

1. tiba tiba tangan di sambar ehem suami. Sentap! Hehe rasa romantis bila tiba-tiba saja hubby sambar tangan ai (auww) dan kami berjalan sambil berpegangan tangan. Haha tapi tahan sekejap sajalah. Dah lama, rasa rimas. Ha ha ha. Kan dah buat pengakuan terbuka tadi. SAYA BUKAN SEORANG YANG ROMAN-TIQUE!
2. dapat melakukan aktiviti secara berdua-duan, bukan solo. Masak berdua, basuh pinggan berdua, makan berdua, kemas rumah berdua, menguruskan anak berdua. Dua dua dan dua. Didnt i tell you my favourite number is nombor dua. :) 
3. kalaupun no 2 tidak dapat dicapai, sekurang kurangnya bila semua kerja dapat digandingkan bahu; rasa ermm romantis? Aii macam tak kena. Contoh isteri basuh kain, suami pula mandikan anak. Isteri jemur baju, suami pula kemas bilik. Kan romantis gitu. Suami selalu menolong isteri. Kan kan kan?
4. suami isteri sembahyang berjemaah. Part paling saya rasa amat romantis adalah bila baca doa sama sama dan bersalaman lepas solat. Fuh. Tambah pula adegan suami cium dahi isteri. Memang lentoQ!
5. dah lupa nak tulis apa
6. idea dah hilang tiba-tiba. tadi rasa macam banyak nak tulis.
7. rujuk pada no 6 dan7

 Just my two cents. Sekian sahaja.
- FrOm My iPhOnE fOuR -

Alone. They left me

SOB SOB..

Cerita hari Sabtu 

Pada hari Sabtu yang indah, daddy telah ke tempat kerja. Mummy dan Huda pula sambung tidur semula lepas hantar daddy ke tempat kerja. Daddy telah di kerah untuk buat atas-panggilan (read: on -call). Jadi, hujung minggu kali ini kami akan berhabis masa di Bangi; rumah aki dan wany.

Hari ini, kami (read: mummy, Huda, aki dan wany) ada jemputan kahwin di Shah Alam. Rumah kawan wany. Kami bergerak jam 12 lebih lepas ambil aki di tempat dialysis. Cuaca hari ini sangat panas. Nasib baik mummy pakaikan Huda topi. Kalau tak habis la muka aii youu, sunburnt! Auw!!

Hari Sabtu minggu lepas pula, atuk dan wan opah bawa Huda dan mummy berkenduri di Melaka. Jauh kan. Huda rasa macam femes pulak. HAHAHA. Kecil-kecil lagi dah merata tempat Huda merasa gulai kenduri. KIH KIH KIH

Owh ya! Mummy telah menerima lagi sepucuk surat cinta dari KKM. This time, it's real. Tak main-main dah kata mummy. Mummy akan terima surat cinta itu. Sob sob nanti siapa nak main dengan Huda pagi-pagi, mummy?

Cerita hari Ahad dan Isnin 

Hari Isnin Huda adalah hari yang indah juga kerana daddy ada bersama. Daddy tak kerja. Daddy ponteng T___T Dadddy kata daddy sangat penat. Exhausted. Hari Ahad adalah hari postcall daddy tapi daddy asyik ke sana ke mari, tak cukup rehat. Habis saja atas-panggilan, daddy terus pecut dari Hosp Selayang ke BBBangi untuk bertemu mummy dan Huda. HAHA. Daddy, mana boleh jauh jauh dengan mummy dan Huda lama-lama. Kan daddy? HIK HIK HIK

Jadi, sebab itu daddy berasa amat penat. Kalau dah nama on-call berapa jam sangat lah daddy sempat tidur, kan? Dah la jaga wad kardio pulak tu. Kesian daddy. Meh sini daddy, Huda kish...MUAHH!

Hari Ahad banyak dihabiskan bermalasan di rumah. Aki dan Wany dah bertolak ke Terengganu dari pukul 8 lagi. Tinggal lah Huda, mummy, daddy dan ayah long di rumah. Ayah long tak kerja tapi mungkin dia ada 'date' kot, jadi tengah hari lagi ayah long keluar naik motor besar dia. Vroom vroomm. Bila ayah long nak bawa Huda jalan-jalan naik motor besar nih?

Petang, lepas dah puas bermalasan di rumah kami pun bertolak pulang ke Taman Jasa. Dalam perjalanan kamisinggah sebentar di OU. Seperti biasa, tempat lepak feveret mummy dan daddy T__T

Sekarang Huda nak cerita tentang hari Isnin pula.

Bersempena dengan ketidak-hadiran daddy ke tempat kerja, mummy mengajak daddy untuk ke klinik. Mummy perlu menjalani pemeriksaan kesihatan sebelum dikerah ke tempat kerja. Jam 2 ptg, kami bergerak ke klinik Rahim Omar & rakan-rakan yang bertempat di Kompleks Daya Bumi. Ada lah dua tiga kali juga pusing sebelum sampai di destinasi. Mummy dan daddy ni, memang. Suka sangat pusing-pusing sebelum nak sampai ke satu-satu tempat. Bangunan dah depan mata dah, boleh pulak terlepas simpang. Adeh T__T Semalam dah pusing-pusing dulu sebelum sampai ke OU. Suka betul mummy dan daddy main pusing-pusing yer! Adeh lagi T__T

Atuk dan wan opah juga datang ke klinik. Wan opah pun nak jumpa doktor. Wan opah sakit, nak minta ubat. Wan cepat baik, ya T__T

Selepas mummy dan wan opah selesai jumpa doktor jeng jeng jeng..Huda dibawa pulang ke rumah oleh wan opah.

Mummy dan daddy pergi jalan tak bawak Huda. Uwaaa T__________T

Just a story to tell : Her that she did not want to be

the girl breathes deeply. there is something there, inside her heart, that feels like a burden. and causing her unhappiness. something. something at the bottom of her heart and it feels, not right. something that she did not know what, but subconsciously affects her behavior. that something could be anything. and that anything is bothering.

"why oh why, my heart?" she asks herself.

"what is wrong with you, oh my heart?" she asks repeatedly.

she just could not find the answer. she takes a deep breath and exhales sharply.

there is a lot of things that she thinks are not right, happening around her. just around her, in a circle. the attitude, the thinking, the words, the habit, the environment. most of them are negative. negative ambience, not positive. things that she did not favor. things that she certainly dislikes. things that she wish, she would not do anytime in future. they are not that bad but they may influence the surrounding, to be bad.

people see things differently from different ANGLES

people see things differently from different PLACES

people see things differently from different ROLES

well, say hello to mr perception. he made us view same thing, differently.

and from her angle, her place and her role right now, she just wish she would not turn out to be that him, this him, her or her. they are not bad, they are just not 'that' good. she wish she could be better. way far more better.

years from now, she would grew older too. one thing that she hope; she would not turn into her. she wish she would not.

"be strong dear heart. this road is a tough one," she whisper to herself and continue her dreams.

Practice Makes Perfect

doing something over and over again is the only way to learn to do it well. practice, practice and practice, and all is well. practice makes perfect.

Daddy and his story

Hari ini daddy berkerja, as usual. Semalam daddy bercuti. Bukan suka suki mahu bercuti, tapi daddy perlu cuti untuk ke HKL. Dan bila daddy cuti, kami juga secara tersendirinya akan bercuti juga. Mummy bercuti dari kerja tiap-tiap hari mummy dan baby pula cuti dari haha solid food nya. Dah dua hari baby bercuti, semua gara-gara kami ke sana ke mari. Hari Ahad, kami ke Bangi. Jadi puasa solid food sehari. Semalam pula hari Isnin, kami ke Midvalley mencari working attire mummy. Jadi, cuti lagi sehari. Hari ini mummy berhasrat untuk membuka puasa baby dengan lobak manis. Hasratnya memang tinggi, harapnya menjadi lah. Bukan takat menjadi angan-angan Mat Jenin sahaja.

Habis perenggan intro. Masuk kepada main story: kenapa daddy ke HKL.

Daddy telah di diagnos dengan nasal septum deviation oleh lecturer ENT kami; Mr Yuri Aleksevich sejak kami berada di tahun 4 di NNSMA lagi. Sebab itu malam malam daddy akan selalu errr 'menyanyi' ketika tidur. Memang tiap tiap malam, tidur mummy di ulit oleh 'alunan indah' daddy. Tiap tiap malam. Tak pernah miss. Indah! Kamu ada? HA HA HA.

Jadi, dah lama kami maklum tentang keadaan tersebut. Tapi, tiap kali balik Malaysia mesti tiada kesempatan nak ke klinik dan seterusnya membuat rawatan. Bukan alasan, memang tiada kesempatan.
Tahun 2008; sibuk nak kahwin. 
Tahun 2009; sibuk pulak dengan resepsi belah pengantin perempuan aka ehem yours truly ini lah.
Tahun 2010; sibuk mengandung pulak. Aik? Mengandung pun boleh sibuk ke? HA HA HA sibuk nak men-siapkan diri untuk menyambut orang baru lah.

Nampak tidak? Sibuk betul kan. Mana lah sempat nak pergi ambil giliran dekat klinik kesihatan atau hospital kerajaan, kemudian tunggu giliran untuk bertemu doktor dan seterusnya menerima rawatan. Nak nak lagi kalau kena buat follow-up atau perlu ke hospital kerajaan atau klinik kesihatan berkali-kali sebelum dapat menerima rawatan. Lainlah kalau ia semudah ABC (air batu campur). Seru saja ABC, tingg terus dapat menerima rawatan daripada doktor. Berangan heh berangan! HO HO HO

Setelah beberapa tahun tertangguh; bulan Januari lalu daddy buat keputusan yang tegas untuk menerima rawatan. Ye lah; kahwin sudah, resepsi sudah, mengandung sudah (erk mummy lah, bukan daddy okay!), beranak pun sudah. Mahu tunggu apa lagi, ye tidak?

Untuk menerima rawatan, daddy telah melalui beberapa peringkat. 

Peringkat 1: Consultation with ENT Specialist at Hosp Tawakkal. Tak sangka consultation fee adalah FREE. Iya, FREE! Tak caya? Kami sendiri pun tidak percaya. Jadi tidak hairan kalau kamu juga tidak percaya. Tapi ini bukan main-main, ini hal serius. Memang free saja. Nak test, cubalah sendiri. 
Aim: referral letter to any goverment hospital. Kalau eden mampu bayar beribu-ribu, teruskan sahaja hajat untuk menerima rawatan di hospital private. Kami mana nak mampu, hospital kerajaan sudah.


Peringkat 2: Fix appointment date at HKL. Ingatkan bawa referral letter pergi HKL hari ni, boleh lah terus jumpa doktor hari yang sama. Rupanya tidak. Tidak sama sekali. Perlu fix appointment date, pada hari yang lain. Daddy minta bulan Mac memandangkan cuti daddy sudah habis. Tambahan pula, daddy akan habis cycle orthopedic pada 17 Feb dan memulakan cycle baru dengan tagging selama 2 minggu. So, the earliest is March. So March it is. Daddy dapat appointment date pada tanggal 16 Mac. 

Peringkat 3: Appointment day. Rabu,tanggal 16 Mac lalu, daddy telah membawa diri ke HKL untuk bertemu-janji bersama doktor ENT. Pemeriksaan telah dibuat dan rawatan telah dirancang. Daddy akan dibedah pada bulan April nanti. 11 April to be exact. Namun daddy perlu bertemu-janji dengan anesthesiologist dahulu di klinik memandangkan daddy akan dibedah under general anesthesia (GA) dan daddy tidak mempunyai any known illness in the past. 

Peringkat 4: Appointment with anesthesiologist. Anest perlu mengkaji selidik keadaan tubuh badan daddy sebagai persiapan untuk dibedah under GA 

Peringkat 5: 7 April - Appointment at the clinic. Daddy di kehendaki datang ke klinik lagi sekali sebelum dibedah. Tujuan: tak pasti.

Peringkat 6: Admission to the hospital. Walaupun daddy akan dibedah pada 11 April, namun daddy akan dimasukkan ke dalam wad sejak 8 April lagi.

Nampak tidak ada berapa peringkat di situ sebelum dapat terima rawatan. Kamu fikir, sempatkah kami nak selesaikan semua itu tiga tahun lepas ketika kami masih di bangku universiti dan masa yang kami ada hanyalah 2 bulan (cuti summer) pada setiap tahun. Kamu bilang sempat?

Sekarang, daddy masih di peringkat 4. Masih ada 2 peringkat sebelum D-day. Semoga semuanya berjalan lancar. Insh'Allah.

Amin..

Warrior of worries

i have a lot of worries, right now.

1. i worried how it would turn out when i starts to work


2. i worry what is going to happen when i leave my baby to others


3. i worry if my performance at work will be affected


4. i worry if my work will affect me as a mummy and me as a wifey

Marry Me

there will be another marriage in the family, the last one hopefully. err no guys, it is obviously not mine okay. boleh pulak girls pasang lebih, kan. ha ha ha! it is our hero's. the one and only son of the family, my eldest brother.

you have to know, they were once our neighbor when we were in terengganu back in 1996. so yeah, abe chose the girl next door to be the love of his life and to be err our new sister. HAHA! she is nice though. very nice and polite i must say. right choice abe!

on december two zero ten, we went there for the 'menanda' part. so, moving on to the next phase we went to the girl's side to discuss the matter last sunday. our main objective is to discuss everything about the BIG day. every single thing regarding D-day.

though she is not the main cast

she will be the diva of the day

manja manja dengan wany; gedix!

on the way to the 'site'

presenting the speaker from our sides; the groom-to-be's

wany and aki

presenting the speaker from her side; the bride-to-be's

her mom and her dad

the diva of all day, ALWAYS!

they discuss, discuss and discuss... the date, the theme, everything. i must take that in note. though it is still early i would face one someday, right?

tengok tu dia nak join jugak

muka tak masuk tak apa, janji tangan nampak

the headband diva

we opss not we, only them. they discuss, discuss and discuss until it's...err i do not know until what time. then we eat and they continue chatting at the dine table until God knows when.

so, they came to a conclusion;

solemnization day

date: 31st august 2011 (they say their anniversary later will always be a holiday. how sweet!)

day: wednesday

time: night

venue: the bride-to-be's house (in kuala terengganu)

her reception
date: 1st sept 2011
day: thursday
venue: to be decided later


his reception
date: 12 feb 2012
day: sunday
time: night
venue: dewan sri endon, putrajaya


so dear mama and papa cik, please save the date. okay!

muahh kish from baby huda

toodledoo people!

- FrOm My iPhOnE fOuR -

Just a story to tell : Trust Issue

It was nearly 7 in the evening. The couples were still in the mall, having their 'time' together. They were just about to wander around the mall when the girl's phone rang. It was the mother, asking their whereabouts. Saying that its time to go home, and that it's gonna rain anytime soon. Hearing the mother's tone, their plan goes..awry. It is not a good tone by the way.

So, they stopped for a while and re-schedule their plans. They think, and think and think. Do they need to go home, NOW? It's nearly 7, but they are already a grown-up. They are GROWN-UPS and they can THINK clearly. They knew what is good and what is bad, for them. They think, and think and think, again.

"It's not raining, yet and whats with the rain anyway? We are in a building, we drove our own car and we live in a house, not somewhere without a roof," she uttered, in her thoughts.

"Do you want to go anywhere, love?" asks the girl, trying to blew away the bad thoughts.

They were already there, at the mall and they were just about to start off their 'time'. Just about to start. It is such a waste if they just..headed home, NOW.

"No. I don't have any place to go. Do you want to go anywhere? Do you want to find anything?" asks the boy, back.

Seeing the boy's face, the girl give-in. She knew the boy does not want to upset his mother.

"Maybe we SHOULD go home now", says the girl with her sad-looking faces. 

"How about a cup of coffee? They have S here right?" the boy persuades, seeing the girl's sad-looking face.

"Let's just go home," says the girl.

That is not what she wants but that is what they need to do. They are old enough but they are still being treated like a small children. They see them as a kiddo and that the couple needs to be tell to do, anything. Every single thing. They still did not put their trust on them, to the couple.

Oh, by the way. The couple still stop by at a cafe to have their 'time'. Though its just for a short period of time and it's at a cafe, at least they have their 'time'. And at least they have it, together. And that is what valuable for them. Spending their quality time, together.

My First Solid Food

our weekends were so hectic. this time around, we spent our weekends at bangi. yea yeah! i super duper loike! hehe biasa lah anak manja kann. hik hik hik

saturday

daddy has to work. so mommy and baby were left with aki and wany. yahooodotcomdotmy! apa lagi, mari kita berdansa *joget* *joget*
mommy started off her saturday with making breakfast for daddy, before daddy leaves to work. ehemm ikut ikut jangan tak ikut! erm bagi yang ada suami sudah lah. tak perlu lah nak praktis kat boyfiees pulak. tak ada dapat pahala nya. tambah peluh saja. ha ha ha *evil grin*

we had our breakfast at nasi belauk restaurant. feel free to drop by in case you are in the mode of mengidam kelantan delights. very value for money; murah dan sedap (subjective!). after drop aki at the hospital for his dialysis, wany, mummy and baby went for a tour (HA HA HA!) at alamanda. its huda's day out actually, not mommy's! penuh satu bonet dengan barang huda saja. isk isk! mummy sudah di pinggirkan. spotlight mummy sudah dirampas oleh baby (secara automatiknya). sedihkan T___T

hari sabtu banyak dihabiskan dengan tawaf dalam alamanda saja. pusing sini, pastu pusing sana pulak. memang boleh kurus. cubalah, baru tahu. dengan syarat, em jangan lah melantak banyak sangat haha. saja lawak manja.

sunday

we have a big agenda going on today. a BIG one! stay tune for more infos. will blog about it later, in the next post. tungguuu...!

after the occasion, we headed to kajang to pay opah a visit. she was so eager to see baby huda that she almost forgot her name. haha! dont blame her, blame her age lah. shes turning 70 this december but still pretty and yeah steady. go opah go!

after resting for a while, we later went for stroller hunting. haha. jangan bayang macam pemburu yang sedang memburu rusa sambil memegang senapang sudah okay. macam lah ada hutan kat sini kan. haha ye ye aku tahu kat OU memang ada rainforest. maaf selingan!

so, off we went to jalan kuchai lama. in case you are curious, why on earth do they have a stroller at jalan kuchai lama, pay a visit here. and you will know why on earth, WHY!
since we use the brand halford for huda's car seat, we would like to use the same brand for her stroller too. and this one model, it fits my taste or so to say my specs. we have been eyeing that stroller for quite some time. but boy, they are kindda hard to find. most shops don't have it. and if they do, they only have the orange one. whatttt?? orange! buruk kot. nak matching dengan car seat yang warna merah, kena lah pilih merah jugak kan! huk huk. tu lah, pilih lagi rare species like that kan.
but but buttt (err not 'that' butt okay!) to my amazement, there are tons of online shops (locating in malaysia) selling that particular brand with that particular color, RED! that's good. wait, online shops? ONLINE! banyak mana pulak la nak kena bayar postal fees nih. sigh T___T

tunggu! jangan sedih dulu. this one particular online shop have 2 outlets; one locating in jalan kuchai lama and the other one in kelana jaya. its myBBstore.com hoooray! dah la tengah sale sekarang. apalagi grab yours one now! (banyak banyak pun boleh) they are having march sale now from 11 march till 15th of april. hurry hurry while stocks last. no, aku tak dapat komisyen apa-apa promoting this shop. bukan kah benda baik itu elok kala di kongsi bersama. so mommies, start surfing now. NOW!

yeay! baby dah ada stroller. mummy lah yang sangat terlebih excited. sonang aku nak shopping. haha! baby dah berat sekarang. pegang tak sampai setengah jam pun rasa macam dah nak patah pinggang, apatah lagi tangan. mummy dan daddy dah tak larat nak dukung sayang. T___T

monday

on monday, huda has a routine medical check-up with her paediatric at the usual place, hosp. tawakkal. it is for vaccination, synflorix injection against pneumococcal infections. yup, a painful one! my poor baby girl, she screams at the top of her lung when the doctor poke her at the thigh. and her face turned red. angry maybe. T___T 

jangan marah doktor sayang. it is for your own good. she is just helping you out.

during weighing session, her weight is 6.15kg. while for last month check-up she weighs 6 kg. you don't need a calculator to know the difference between last month and this month weight, do you? very true! she only gains 150gram for a month! that's it. i'm sooo gonna feed her with solid errr right now! yes, NOWW!

and so, that is how her 'my first solid food' journey begins. 

dear huda, mark 15th march in your calendar dear. this is the very first day mummy feed you something other than mummy's yummy breast milk.

my first solid food

My Sad Faces

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