Sometimes Allah breaks our spirit to save our soul
Sometimes Allah breaks our heart to make us whole
Sometimes Allah allows pain so we can be strong
Sometimes Allah sends us failure so we can be humble
Sometimes Allah allows illness so we can take better care of ourselves
Sometimes Allah takes everything away from us so we can learn the value of everything He gave us
Make plans but understand that we live by Allah's grace..
Allah please give me sabr to endure all this..
- FrOm My iPhOnE fOuR -
July 22, 2013
July 20, 2013
July 06, 2013
Another Member of a Family
June 15, 2013
Life goes on..
Holaa..
Its been a while since I last posted here.
Still pretty much alive and breathing though :)
Time flies so fast.. 2011.. 2012.. And now 2013!!
There's a lot of catch ups to do ya'all..
Many things to tell, many things to share yet little time is there..
There's too much of happiness and sorrow too
The years spent has been full of ups and downs
Well, life goes on..
1. Of Missy Huda
She is a lot grown up right now; smarter talkative little girl
Not my pretty little baby anymore
She's almost 3 this September 30th
And yup.. also is a sister-to-be already..
2. Of Work
I started my internship April 2011 in Hospital Selayang
Hence my absentism from here.. (heh memang alasan!)
I started out with so much tough. The first is always the toughest right?
My first rotation was in Paediatric, then comes my surgical, O&G, medical, orthopedic and lastly anesthesia.
I am finishing real soon but not soon enough. Baby comes first!
3. Off shore
The list will goes on and on. So, just lets off shore will yah!
Smile :)
Its been a while since I last posted here.
Still pretty much alive and breathing though :)
Time flies so fast.. 2011.. 2012.. And now 2013!!
There's a lot of catch ups to do ya'all..
Many things to tell, many things to share yet little time is there..
There's too much of happiness and sorrow too
The years spent has been full of ups and downs
Well, life goes on..
1. Of Missy Huda
She is a lot grown up right now; smarter talkative little girl
Not my pretty little baby anymore
She's almost 3 this September 30th
And yup.. also is a sister-to-be already..
2. Of Work
I started my internship April 2011 in Hospital Selayang
Hence my absentism from here.. (heh memang alasan!)
I started out with so much tough. The first is always the toughest right?
My first rotation was in Paediatric, then comes my surgical, O&G, medical, orthopedic and lastly anesthesia.
I am finishing real soon but not soon enough. Baby comes first!
3. Off shore
The list will goes on and on. So, just lets off shore will yah!
Smile :)
April 09, 2011
March 30, 2011
I am six. What about you?
March 29, 2011
Roman-tique
Candle light dinner, surprise gifts, a bouquet of roses, lovey dovey cards. You name it. Man, they make your heart melts. Completely melt. Isn't it?
Well, would you say no to a candle light dinner treated by Mr Husband? Can you resists when you saw a surprise gifts waiting for you on your dressing table? Or a bouquet of good-smell-red roses with a lovey dovey card? Boy, they are romantic. Very the romantic. HAHA!
Sure they do. They always happen err not to me, but only in movies. Well most of them i should say. Maybe you lucky people get them often, who knows. Err mine not that kind of romantic though. His roman-tiqueness is different, not the above kind.
Me? I'm not that roman-tique kind of woman (auww) too. HAHA! But I do like that idea of roman-tiqueness, though. They make my heart beating fast and my jaw drop and maybe drooling too.
Yes, we are not a roman-tique couple. We have our own styles. We have our own definition of roman-tique. Different people have different definition of roman-tique, right? Lets define ours!
Romantis pada pandangan saya adalah bila.... (isi tempat kosong)
- tiba tiba tangan di sambar ehem suami. Sentap! Hehe rasa romantis bila tiba-tiba saja hubby sambar tangan ai (auww) dan kami berjalan sambil berpegangan tangan. Haha tapi tahan sekejap sajalah. Dah lama, rasa rimas. Ha ha ha. Kan dah buat pengakuan terbuka tadi. SAYA BUKAN SEORANG YANG ROMAN-TIQUE!
- dapat melakukan aktiviti secara berdua-duan, bukan solo. Masak berdua, basuh pinggan berdua, makan berdua, kemas rumah berdua, menguruskan anak berdua. Dua dua dan dua. Didnt i tell you my favourite number is nombor dua. :)
- kalaupun no 2 tidak dapat dicapai, sekurang kurangnya bila semua kerja dapat digandingkan bahu; rasa ermm romantis? Aii macam tak kena. Contoh isteri basuh kain, suami pula mandikan anak. Isteri jemur baju, suami pula kemas bilik. Kan romantis gitu. Suami selalu menolong isteri. Kan kan kan?
- suami isteri sembahyang berjemaah. Part paling saya rasa amat romantis adalah bila baca doa sama sama dan bersalaman lepas solat. Fuh. Tambah pula adegan suami cium dahi isteri. Memang lentoQ!
- dah lupa nak tulis apa
- idea dah hilang tiba-tiba. tadi rasa macam banyak nak tulis.
- rujuk pada no 6 dan7
- FrOm My iPhOnE fOuR -
March 28, 2011
Alone. They left me
SOB SOB..
Cerita hari Sabtu
Pada hari Sabtu yang indah, daddy telah ke tempat kerja. Mummy dan Huda pula sambung tidur semula lepas hantar daddy ke tempat kerja. Daddy telah di kerah untuk buat atas-panggilan (read: on -call). Jadi, hujung minggu kali ini kami akan berhabis masa di Bangi; rumah aki dan wany.
Hari ini, kami (read: mummy, Huda, aki dan wany) ada jemputan kahwin di Shah Alam. Rumah kawan wany. Kami bergerak jam 12 lebih lepas ambil aki di tempat dialysis. Cuaca hari ini sangat panas. Nasib baik mummy pakaikan Huda topi. Kalau tak habis la muka aii youu, sunburnt! Auw!!
Hari Sabtu minggu lepas pula, atuk dan wan opah bawa Huda dan mummy berkenduri di Melaka. Jauh kan. Huda rasa macam femes pulak. HAHAHA. Kecil-kecil lagi dah merata tempat Huda merasa gulai kenduri. KIH KIH KIH
Owh ya! Mummy telah menerima lagi sepucuk surat cinta dari KKM. This time, it's real. Tak main-main dah kata mummy. Mummy akan terima surat cinta itu. Sob sob nanti siapa nak main dengan Huda pagi-pagi, mummy?
Cerita hari Ahad dan Isnin
Hari Isnin Huda adalah hari yang indah juga kerana daddy ada bersama. Daddy tak kerja. Daddy ponteng T___T Dadddy kata daddy sangat penat. Exhausted. Hari Ahad adalah hari postcall daddy tapi daddy asyik ke sana ke mari, tak cukup rehat. Habis saja atas-panggilan, daddy terus pecut dari Hosp Selayang ke BBBangi untuk bertemu mummy dan Huda. HAHA. Daddy, mana boleh jauh jauh dengan mummy dan Huda lama-lama. Kan daddy? HIK HIK HIK
Jadi, sebab itu daddy berasa amat penat. Kalau dah nama on-call berapa jam sangat lah daddy sempat tidur, kan? Dah la jaga wad kardio pulak tu. Kesian daddy. Meh sini daddy, Huda kish...MUAHH!
Hari Ahad banyak dihabiskan bermalasan di rumah. Aki dan Wany dah bertolak ke Terengganu dari pukul 8 lagi. Tinggal lah Huda, mummy, daddy dan ayah long di rumah. Ayah long tak kerja tapi mungkin dia ada 'date' kot, jadi tengah hari lagi ayah long keluar naik motor besar dia. Vroom vroomm. Bila ayah long nak bawa Huda jalan-jalan naik motor besar nih?
Petang, lepas dah puas bermalasan di rumah kami pun bertolak pulang ke Taman Jasa. Dalam perjalanan kamisinggah sebentar di OU. Seperti biasa, tempat lepak feveret mummy dan daddy T__T
Sekarang Huda nak cerita tentang hari Isnin pula.
Bersempena dengan ketidak-hadiran daddy ke tempat kerja, mummy mengajak daddy untuk ke klinik. Mummy perlu menjalani pemeriksaan kesihatan sebelum dikerah ke tempat kerja. Jam 2 ptg, kami bergerak ke klinik Rahim Omar & rakan-rakan yang bertempat di Kompleks Daya Bumi. Ada lah dua tiga kali juga pusing sebelum sampai di destinasi. Mummy dan daddy ni, memang. Suka sangat pusing-pusing sebelum nak sampai ke satu-satu tempat. Bangunan dah depan mata dah, boleh pulak terlepas simpang. Adeh T__T Semalam dah pusing-pusing dulu sebelum sampai ke OU. Suka betul mummy dan daddy main pusing-pusing yer! Adeh lagi T__T
Atuk dan wan opah juga datang ke klinik. Wan opah pun nak jumpa doktor. Wan opah sakit, nak minta ubat. Wan cepat baik, ya T__T
Selepas mummy dan wan opah selesai jumpa doktor jeng jeng jeng..Huda dibawa pulang ke rumah oleh wan opah.
Mummy dan daddy pergi jalan tak bawak Huda. Uwaaa T__________T
March 24, 2011
Just a story to tell : Her that she did not want to be
the girl breathes deeply. there is something there, inside her heart, that feels like a burden. and causing her unhappiness. something. something at the bottom of her heart and it feels, not right. something that she did not know what, but subconsciously affects her behavior. that something could be anything. and that anything is bothering.
"why oh why, my heart?" she asks herself.
"what is wrong with you, oh my heart?" she asks repeatedly.
she just could not find the answer. she takes a deep breath and exhales sharply.
there is a lot of things that she thinks are not right, happening around her. just around her, in a circle. the attitude, the thinking, the words, the habit, the environment. most of them are negative. negative ambience, not positive. things that she did not favor. things that she certainly dislikes. things that she wish, she would not do anytime in future. they are not that bad but they may influence the surrounding, to be bad.
people see things differently from different ANGLES
people see things differently from different PLACES
people see things differently from different ROLES
well, say hello to mr perception. he made us view same thing, differently.
and from her angle, her place and her role right now, she just wish she would not turn out to be that him, this him, her or her. they are not bad, they are just not 'that' good. she wish she could be better. way far more better.
years from now, she would grew older too. one thing that she hope; she would not turn into her. she wish she would not.
"be strong dear heart. this road is a tough one," she whisper to herself and continue her dreams.
March 23, 2011
Practice Makes Perfect
doing something over and over again is the only way to learn to do it well. practice, practice and practice, and all is well. practice makes perfect.
March 22, 2011
Daddy and his story
Hari ini daddy berkerja, as usual. Semalam daddy bercuti. Bukan suka suki mahu bercuti, tapi daddy perlu cuti untuk ke HKL. Dan bila daddy cuti, kami juga secara tersendirinya akan bercuti juga. Mummy bercuti dari kerja tiap-tiap hari mummy dan baby pula cuti dari haha solid food nya. Dah dua hari baby bercuti, semua gara-gara kami ke sana ke mari. Hari Ahad, kami ke Bangi. Jadi puasa solid food sehari. Semalam pula hari Isnin, kami ke Midvalley mencari working attire mummy. Jadi, cuti lagi sehari. Hari ini mummy berhasrat untuk membuka puasa baby dengan lobak manis. Hasratnya memang tinggi, harapnya menjadi lah. Bukan takat menjadi angan-angan Mat Jenin sahaja.
Habis perenggan intro. Masuk kepada main story: kenapa daddy ke HKL.
Daddy telah di diagnos dengan nasal septum deviation oleh lecturer ENT kami; Mr Yuri Aleksevich sejak kami berada di tahun 4 di NNSMA lagi. Sebab itu malam malam daddy akan selalu errr 'menyanyi' ketika tidur. Memang tiap tiap malam, tidur mummy di ulit oleh 'alunan indah' daddy. Tiap tiap malam. Tak pernah miss. Indah! Kamu ada? HA HA HA.
Jadi, dah lama kami maklum tentang keadaan tersebut. Tapi, tiap kali balik Malaysia mesti tiada kesempatan nak ke klinik dan seterusnya membuat rawatan. Bukan alasan, memang tiada kesempatan.
Tahun 2008; sibuk nak kahwin.
Tahun 2009; sibuk pulak dengan resepsi belah pengantin perempuan aka ehem yours truly ini lah.
Tahun 2010; sibuk mengandung pulak. Aik? Mengandung pun boleh sibuk ke? HA HA HA sibuk nak men-siapkan diri untuk menyambut orang baru lah.
Nampak tidak? Sibuk betul kan. Mana lah sempat nak pergi ambil giliran dekat klinik kesihatan atau hospital kerajaan, kemudian tunggu giliran untuk bertemu doktor dan seterusnya menerima rawatan. Nak nak lagi kalau kena buat follow-up atau perlu ke hospital kerajaan atau klinik kesihatan berkali-kali sebelum dapat menerima rawatan. Lainlah kalau ia semudah ABC (air batu campur). Seru saja ABC, tingg terus dapat menerima rawatan daripada doktor. Berangan heh berangan! HO HO HO
Setelah beberapa tahun tertangguh; bulan Januari lalu daddy buat keputusan yang tegas untuk menerima rawatan. Ye lah; kahwin sudah, resepsi sudah, mengandung sudah (erk mummy lah, bukan daddy okay!), beranak pun sudah. Mahu tunggu apa lagi, ye tidak?
Untuk menerima rawatan, daddy telah melalui beberapa peringkat.
Peringkat 1: Consultation with ENT Specialist at Hosp Tawakkal. Tak sangka consultation fee adalah FREE. Iya, FREE! Tak caya? Kami sendiri pun tidak percaya. Jadi tidak hairan kalau kamu juga tidak percaya. Tapi ini bukan main-main, ini hal serius. Memang free saja. Nak test, cubalah sendiri.
Aim: referral letter to any goverment hospital. Kalau eden mampu bayar beribu-ribu, teruskan sahaja hajat untuk menerima rawatan di hospital private. Kami mana nak mampu, hospital kerajaan sudah.
Peringkat 2: Fix appointment date at HKL. Ingatkan bawa referral letter pergi HKL hari ni, boleh lah terus jumpa doktor hari yang sama. Rupanya tidak. Tidak sama sekali. Perlu fix appointment date, pada hari yang lain. Daddy minta bulan Mac memandangkan cuti daddy sudah habis. Tambahan pula, daddy akan habis cycle orthopedic pada 17 Feb dan memulakan cycle baru dengan tagging selama 2 minggu. So, the earliest is March. So March it is. Daddy dapat appointment date pada tanggal 16 Mac.
Peringkat 3: Appointment day. Rabu,tanggal 16 Mac lalu, daddy telah membawa diri ke HKL untuk bertemu-janji bersama doktor ENT. Pemeriksaan telah dibuat dan rawatan telah dirancang. Daddy akan dibedah pada bulan April nanti. 11 April to be exact. Namun daddy perlu bertemu-janji dengan anesthesiologist dahulu di klinik memandangkan daddy akan dibedah under general anesthesia (GA) dan daddy tidak mempunyai any known illness in the past.
Peringkat 4: Appointment with anesthesiologist. Anest perlu mengkaji selidik keadaan tubuh badan daddy sebagai persiapan untuk dibedah under GA
Peringkat 5: 7 April - Appointment at the clinic. Daddy di kehendaki datang ke klinik lagi sekali sebelum dibedah. Tujuan: tak pasti.
Peringkat 6: Admission to the hospital. Walaupun daddy akan dibedah pada 11 April, namun daddy akan dimasukkan ke dalam wad sejak 8 April lagi.
Nampak tidak ada berapa peringkat di situ sebelum dapat terima rawatan. Kamu fikir, sempatkah kami nak selesaikan semua itu tiga tahun lepas ketika kami masih di bangku universiti dan masa yang kami ada hanyalah 2 bulan (cuti summer) pada setiap tahun. Kamu bilang sempat?
Sekarang, daddy masih di peringkat 4. Masih ada 2 peringkat sebelum D-day. Semoga semuanya berjalan lancar. Insh'Allah.
Amin..
Habis perenggan intro. Masuk kepada main story: kenapa daddy ke HKL.
Daddy telah di diagnos dengan nasal septum deviation oleh lecturer ENT kami; Mr Yuri Aleksevich sejak kami berada di tahun 4 di NNSMA lagi. Sebab itu malam malam daddy akan selalu errr 'menyanyi' ketika tidur. Memang tiap tiap malam, tidur mummy di ulit oleh 'alunan indah' daddy. Tiap tiap malam. Tak pernah miss. Indah! Kamu ada? HA HA HA.
Jadi, dah lama kami maklum tentang keadaan tersebut. Tapi, tiap kali balik Malaysia mesti tiada kesempatan nak ke klinik dan seterusnya membuat rawatan. Bukan alasan, memang tiada kesempatan.
Tahun 2008; sibuk nak kahwin.
Tahun 2009; sibuk pulak dengan resepsi belah pengantin perempuan aka ehem yours truly ini lah.
Tahun 2010; sibuk mengandung pulak. Aik? Mengandung pun boleh sibuk ke? HA HA HA sibuk nak men-siapkan diri untuk menyambut orang baru lah.
Nampak tidak? Sibuk betul kan. Mana lah sempat nak pergi ambil giliran dekat klinik kesihatan atau hospital kerajaan, kemudian tunggu giliran untuk bertemu doktor dan seterusnya menerima rawatan. Nak nak lagi kalau kena buat follow-up atau perlu ke hospital kerajaan atau klinik kesihatan berkali-kali sebelum dapat menerima rawatan. Lainlah kalau ia semudah ABC (air batu campur). Seru saja ABC, tingg terus dapat menerima rawatan daripada doktor. Berangan heh berangan! HO HO HO
Setelah beberapa tahun tertangguh; bulan Januari lalu daddy buat keputusan yang tegas untuk menerima rawatan. Ye lah; kahwin sudah, resepsi sudah, mengandung sudah (erk mummy lah, bukan daddy okay!), beranak pun sudah. Mahu tunggu apa lagi, ye tidak?
Untuk menerima rawatan, daddy telah melalui beberapa peringkat.
Peringkat 1: Consultation with ENT Specialist at Hosp Tawakkal. Tak sangka consultation fee adalah FREE. Iya, FREE! Tak caya? Kami sendiri pun tidak percaya. Jadi tidak hairan kalau kamu juga tidak percaya. Tapi ini bukan main-main, ini hal serius. Memang free saja. Nak test, cubalah sendiri.
Aim: referral letter to any goverment hospital. Kalau eden mampu bayar beribu-ribu, teruskan sahaja hajat untuk menerima rawatan di hospital private. Kami mana nak mampu, hospital kerajaan sudah.
Peringkat 2: Fix appointment date at HKL. Ingatkan bawa referral letter pergi HKL hari ni, boleh lah terus jumpa doktor hari yang sama. Rupanya tidak. Tidak sama sekali. Perlu fix appointment date, pada hari yang lain. Daddy minta bulan Mac memandangkan cuti daddy sudah habis. Tambahan pula, daddy akan habis cycle orthopedic pada 17 Feb dan memulakan cycle baru dengan tagging selama 2 minggu. So, the earliest is March. So March it is. Daddy dapat appointment date pada tanggal 16 Mac.
Peringkat 3: Appointment day. Rabu,tanggal 16 Mac lalu, daddy telah membawa diri ke HKL untuk bertemu-janji bersama doktor ENT. Pemeriksaan telah dibuat dan rawatan telah dirancang. Daddy akan dibedah pada bulan April nanti. 11 April to be exact. Namun daddy perlu bertemu-janji dengan anesthesiologist dahulu di klinik memandangkan daddy akan dibedah under general anesthesia (GA) dan daddy tidak mempunyai any known illness in the past.
Peringkat 4: Appointment with anesthesiologist. Anest perlu mengkaji selidik keadaan tubuh badan daddy sebagai persiapan untuk dibedah under GA
Peringkat 5: 7 April - Appointment at the clinic. Daddy di kehendaki datang ke klinik lagi sekali sebelum dibedah. Tujuan: tak pasti.
Peringkat 6: Admission to the hospital. Walaupun daddy akan dibedah pada 11 April, namun daddy akan dimasukkan ke dalam wad sejak 8 April lagi.
Nampak tidak ada berapa peringkat di situ sebelum dapat terima rawatan. Kamu fikir, sempatkah kami nak selesaikan semua itu tiga tahun lepas ketika kami masih di bangku universiti dan masa yang kami ada hanyalah 2 bulan (cuti summer) pada setiap tahun. Kamu bilang sempat?
Sekarang, daddy masih di peringkat 4. Masih ada 2 peringkat sebelum D-day. Semoga semuanya berjalan lancar. Insh'Allah.
Amin..
Warrior of worries
i have a lot of worries, right now.
- i worried how it would turn out when i starts to work
- i worry what is going to happen when i leave my baby to others
- i worry if my performance at work will be affected
- i worry if my work will affect me as a mummy and me as a wifey
March 17, 2011
Marry Me
there will be another marriage in the family, the last one hopefully. err no guys, it is obviously not mine okay. boleh pulak girls pasang lebih, kan. ha ha ha! it is our hero's. the one and only son of the family, my eldest brother.
you have to know, they were once our neighbor when we were in terengganu back in 1996. so yeah, abe chose the girl next door to be the love of his life and to be err our new sister. HAHA! she is nice though. very nice and polite i must say. right choice abe!
on december two zero ten, we went there for the 'menanda' part. so, moving on to the next phase we went to the girl's side to discuss the matter last sunday. our main objective is to discuss everything about the BIG day. every single thing regarding D-day.
presenting the speaker from our sides; the groom-to-be's
presenting the speaker from her side; the bride-to-be's

they discuss, discuss and discuss... the date, the theme, everything. i must take that in note. though it is still early i would face one someday, right?


her reception
date: 1st sept 2011
day: thursday
venue: to be decided later
his reception
date: 12 feb 2012
day: sunday
time: night
venue: dewan sri endon, putrajaya
so dear mama and papa cik, please save the date. okay!
toodledoo people!
- FrOm My iPhOnE fOuR -
you have to know, they were once our neighbor when we were in terengganu back in 1996. so yeah, abe chose the girl next door to be the love of his life and to be err our new sister. HAHA! she is nice though. very nice and polite i must say. right choice abe!
on december two zero ten, we went there for the 'menanda' part. so, moving on to the next phase we went to the girl's side to discuss the matter last sunday. our main objective is to discuss everything about the BIG day. every single thing regarding D-day.
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| though she is not the main cast |
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| she will be the diva of the day |
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| manja manja dengan wany; gedix! |
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| on the way to the 'site' |
presenting the speaker from our sides; the groom-to-be's
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| wany and aki |
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| her mom and her dad |
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| the diva of all day, ALWAYS! |

they discuss, discuss and discuss... the date, the theme, everything. i must take that in note. though it is still early i would face one someday, right?
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| tengok tu dia nak join jugak |


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| muka tak masuk tak apa, janji tangan nampak |
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| the headband diva |
we opss not we, only them. they discuss, discuss and discuss until it's...err i do not know until what time. then we eat and they continue chatting at the dine table until God knows when.
so, they came to a conclusion;
solemnization day
date: 31st august 2011 (they say their anniversary later will always be a holiday. how sweet!)
day: wednesday
time: night
venue: the bride-to-be's house (in kuala terengganu)her reception
date: 1st sept 2011
day: thursday
venue: to be decided later
his reception
date: 12 feb 2012
day: sunday
time: night
venue: dewan sri endon, putrajaya
so dear mama and papa cik, please save the date. okay!
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| muahh kish from baby huda |
- FrOm My iPhOnE fOuR -
Just a story to tell : Trust Issue
It was nearly 7 in the evening. The couples were still in the mall, having their 'time' together. They were just about to wander around the mall when the girl's phone rang. It was the mother, asking their whereabouts. Saying that its time to go home, and that it's gonna rain anytime soon. Hearing the mother's tone, their plan goes..awry. It is not a good tone by the way.
So, they stopped for a while and re-schedule their plans. They think, and think and think. Do they need to go home, NOW? It's nearly 7, but they are already a grown-up. They are GROWN-UPS and they can THINK clearly. They knew what is good and what is bad, for them. They think, and think and think, again.
"It's not raining, yet and whats with the rain anyway? We are in a building, we drove our own car and we live in a house, not somewhere without a roof," she uttered, in her thoughts.
"Do you want to go anywhere, love?" asks the girl, trying to blew away the bad thoughts.
They were already there, at the mall and they were just about to start off their 'time'. Just about to start. It is such a waste if they just..headed home, NOW.
"No. I don't have any place to go. Do you want to go anywhere? Do you want to find anything?" asks the boy, back.
Seeing the boy's face, the girl give-in. She knew the boy does not want to upset his mother.
"Maybe we SHOULD go home now", says the girl with her sad-looking faces.
"How about a cup of coffee? They have S here right?" the boy persuades, seeing the girl's sad-looking face.
"Let's just go home," says the girl.
That is not what she wants but that is what they need to do. They are old enough but they are still being treated like a small children. They see them as a kiddo and that the couple needs to be tell to do, anything. Every single thing. They still did not put their trust on them, to the couple.
Oh, by the way. The couple still stop by at a cafe to have their 'time'. Though its just for a short period of time and it's at a cafe, at least they have their 'time'. And at least they have it, together. And that is what valuable for them. Spending their quality time, together.
So, they stopped for a while and re-schedule their plans. They think, and think and think. Do they need to go home, NOW? It's nearly 7, but they are already a grown-up. They are GROWN-UPS and they can THINK clearly. They knew what is good and what is bad, for them. They think, and think and think, again.
"It's not raining, yet and whats with the rain anyway? We are in a building, we drove our own car and we live in a house, not somewhere without a roof," she uttered, in her thoughts.
"Do you want to go anywhere, love?" asks the girl, trying to blew away the bad thoughts.
They were already there, at the mall and they were just about to start off their 'time'. Just about to start. It is such a waste if they just..headed home, NOW.
"No. I don't have any place to go. Do you want to go anywhere? Do you want to find anything?" asks the boy, back.
Seeing the boy's face, the girl give-in. She knew the boy does not want to upset his mother.
"Maybe we SHOULD go home now", says the girl with her sad-looking faces.
"How about a cup of coffee? They have S here right?" the boy persuades, seeing the girl's sad-looking face.
"Let's just go home," says the girl.
That is not what she wants but that is what they need to do. They are old enough but they are still being treated like a small children. They see them as a kiddo and that the couple needs to be tell to do, anything. Every single thing. They still did not put their trust on them, to the couple.
Oh, by the way. The couple still stop by at a cafe to have their 'time'. Though its just for a short period of time and it's at a cafe, at least they have their 'time'. And at least they have it, together. And that is what valuable for them. Spending their quality time, together.
March 16, 2011
My First Solid Food
our weekends were so hectic. this time around, we spent our weekends at bangi. yea yeah! i super duper loike! hehe biasa lah anak manja kann. hik hik hik
saturday
daddy has to work. so mommy and baby were left with aki and wany. yahooodotcomdotmy! apa lagi, mari kita berdansa *joget* *joget*
mommy started off her saturday with making breakfast for daddy, before daddy leaves to work. ehemm ikut ikut jangan tak ikut! erm bagi yang ada suami sudah lah. tak perlu lah nak praktis kat boyfiees pulak. tak ada dapat pahala nya. tambah peluh saja. ha ha ha *evil grin*
we had our breakfast at nasi belauk restaurant. feel free to drop by in case you are in the mode of mengidam kelantan delights. very value for money; murah dan sedap (subjective!). after drop aki at the hospital for his dialysis, wany, mummy and baby went for a tour (HA HA HA!) at alamanda. its huda's day out actually, not mommy's! penuh satu bonet dengan barang huda saja. isk isk! mummy sudah di pinggirkan. spotlight mummy sudah dirampas oleh baby (secara automatiknya). sedihkan T___T
hari sabtu banyak dihabiskan dengan tawaf dalam alamanda saja. pusing sini, pastu pusing sana pulak. memang boleh kurus. cubalah, baru tahu. dengan syarat, em jangan lah melantak banyak sangat haha. saja lawak manja.
sunday
we have a big agenda going on today. a BIG one! stay tune for more infos. will blog about it later, in the next post. tungguuu...!
after the occasion, we headed to kajang to pay opah a visit. she was so eager to see baby huda that she almost forgot her name. haha! dont blame her, blame her age lah. shes turning 70 this december but still pretty and yeah steady. go opah go!
after resting for a while, we later went for stroller hunting. haha. jangan bayang macam pemburu yang sedang memburu rusa sambil memegang senapang sudah okay. macam lah ada hutan kat sini kan. haha ye ye aku tahu kat OU memang ada rainforest. maaf selingan!
so, off we went to jalan kuchai lama. in case you are curious, why on earth do they have a stroller at jalan kuchai lama, pay a visit here. and you will know why on earth, WHY!
since we use the brand halford for huda's car seat, we would like to use the same brand for her stroller too. and this one model, it fits my taste or so to say my specs. we have been eyeing that stroller for quite some time. but boy, they are kindda hard to find. most shops don't have it. and if they do, they only have the orange one. whatttt?? orange! buruk kot. nak matching dengan car seat yang warna merah, kena lah pilih merah jugak kan! huk huk. tu lah, pilih lagi rare species like that kan.
but but buttt (err not 'that' butt okay!) to my amazement, there are tons of online shops (locating in malaysia) selling that particular brand with that particular color, RED! that's good. wait, online shops? ONLINE! banyak mana pulak la nak kena bayar postal fees nih. sigh T___T
tunggu! jangan sedih dulu. this one particular online shop have 2 outlets; one locating in jalan kuchai lama and the other one in kelana jaya. its myBBstore.com hoooray! dah la tengah sale sekarang. apalagi grab yours one now! (banyak banyak pun boleh) they are having march sale now from 11 march till 15th of april. hurry hurry while stocks last. no, aku tak dapat komisyen apa-apa promoting this shop. bukan kah benda baik itu elok kala di kongsi bersama. so mommies, start surfing now. NOW!
yeay! baby dah ada stroller. mummy lah yang sangat terlebih excited. sonang aku nak shopping. haha! baby dah berat sekarang. pegang tak sampai setengah jam pun rasa macam dah nak patah pinggang, apatah lagi tangan. mummy dan daddy dah tak larat nak dukung sayang. T___T
monday
on monday, huda has a routine medical check-up with her paediatric at the usual place, hosp. tawakkal. it is for vaccination, synflorix injection against pneumococcal infections. yup, a painful one! my poor baby girl, she screams at the top of her lung when the doctor poke her at the thigh. and her face turned red. angry maybe. T___T
jangan marah doktor sayang. it is for your own good. she is just helping you out.
during weighing session, her weight is 6.15kg. while for last month check-up she weighs 6 kg. you don't need a calculator to know the difference between last month and this month weight, do you? very true! she only gains 150gram for a month! that's it. i'm sooo gonna feed her with solid errr right now! yes, NOWW!
and so, that is how her 'my first solid food' journey begins.
dear huda, mark 15th march in your calendar dear. this is the very first day mummy feed you something other than mummy's yummy breast milk.
saturday
daddy has to work. so mommy and baby were left with aki and wany. yahooodotcomdotmy! apa lagi, mari kita berdansa *joget* *joget*
mommy started off her saturday with making breakfast for daddy, before daddy leaves to work. ehemm ikut ikut jangan tak ikut! erm bagi yang ada suami sudah lah. tak perlu lah nak praktis kat boyfiees pulak. tak ada dapat pahala nya. tambah peluh saja. ha ha ha *evil grin*
we had our breakfast at nasi belauk restaurant. feel free to drop by in case you are in the mode of mengidam kelantan delights. very value for money; murah dan sedap (subjective!). after drop aki at the hospital for his dialysis, wany, mummy and baby went for a tour (HA HA HA!) at alamanda. its huda's day out actually, not mommy's! penuh satu bonet dengan barang huda saja. isk isk! mummy sudah di pinggirkan. spotlight mummy sudah dirampas oleh baby (secara automatiknya). sedihkan T___T
hari sabtu banyak dihabiskan dengan tawaf dalam alamanda saja. pusing sini, pastu pusing sana pulak. memang boleh kurus. cubalah, baru tahu. dengan syarat, em jangan lah melantak banyak sangat haha. saja lawak manja.
sunday
we have a big agenda going on today. a BIG one! stay tune for more infos. will blog about it later, in the next post. tungguuu...!
after the occasion, we headed to kajang to pay opah a visit. she was so eager to see baby huda that she almost forgot her name. haha! dont blame her, blame her age lah. shes turning 70 this december but still pretty and yeah steady. go opah go!
after resting for a while, we later went for stroller hunting. haha. jangan bayang macam pemburu yang sedang memburu rusa sambil memegang senapang sudah okay. macam lah ada hutan kat sini kan. haha ye ye aku tahu kat OU memang ada rainforest. maaf selingan!
so, off we went to jalan kuchai lama. in case you are curious, why on earth do they have a stroller at jalan kuchai lama, pay a visit here. and you will know why on earth, WHY!
since we use the brand halford for huda's car seat, we would like to use the same brand for her stroller too. and this one model, it fits my taste or so to say my specs. we have been eyeing that stroller for quite some time. but boy, they are kindda hard to find. most shops don't have it. and if they do, they only have the orange one. whatttt?? orange! buruk kot. nak matching dengan car seat yang warna merah, kena lah pilih merah jugak kan! huk huk. tu lah, pilih lagi rare species like that kan.
but but buttt (err not 'that' butt okay!) to my amazement, there are tons of online shops (locating in malaysia) selling that particular brand with that particular color, RED! that's good. wait, online shops? ONLINE! banyak mana pulak la nak kena bayar postal fees nih. sigh T___T
tunggu! jangan sedih dulu. this one particular online shop have 2 outlets; one locating in jalan kuchai lama and the other one in kelana jaya. its myBBstore.com hoooray! dah la tengah sale sekarang. apalagi grab yours one now! (banyak banyak pun boleh) they are having march sale now from 11 march till 15th of april. hurry hurry while stocks last. no, aku tak dapat komisyen apa-apa promoting this shop. bukan kah benda baik itu elok kala di kongsi bersama. so mommies, start surfing now. NOW!
yeay! baby dah ada stroller. mummy lah yang sangat terlebih excited. sonang aku nak shopping. haha! baby dah berat sekarang. pegang tak sampai setengah jam pun rasa macam dah nak patah pinggang, apatah lagi tangan. mummy dan daddy dah tak larat nak dukung sayang. T___T
monday
on monday, huda has a routine medical check-up with her paediatric at the usual place, hosp. tawakkal. it is for vaccination, synflorix injection against pneumococcal infections. yup, a painful one! my poor baby girl, she screams at the top of her lung when the doctor poke her at the thigh. and her face turned red. angry maybe. T___T
jangan marah doktor sayang. it is for your own good. she is just helping you out.
during weighing session, her weight is 6.15kg. while for last month check-up she weighs 6 kg. you don't need a calculator to know the difference between last month and this month weight, do you? very true! she only gains 150gram for a month! that's it. i'm sooo gonna feed her with solid errr right now! yes, NOWW!
and so, that is how her 'my first solid food' journey begins.
dear huda, mark 15th march in your calendar dear. this is the very first day mummy feed you something other than mummy's yummy breast milk.
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